slept late and woke up early.. it is like something was bugging me around 8am. Went to the toliet at 9am and 1 stupid housefly came in. And now it is buzzing around my room being so darn irritating.. If it weren't for my sweets, it would be 'splat' on the wall. So now cannot slp becos of the irritating buzzing. Drives me nuts.. haha yup I am a light sleeper but it depends, if I'm really dead tired, I can't hear a thing.
I'm going too slow a pace for anatomy. now at most only 1/3 way thru and the hard part which is muscles and nerves, have yet to come. oops, stupid alarm clock snoozing.. hope it does not wake up my dear "annicetheangel" :)
ok for today, after changing my layout of this blog (hopefully), I must attempt to do my psych assignment, then the webct tests and anatomy again b4 my fren comes here at 4/5pm. haha I think my blog now serves as a online organiser :P of cos I can keep on ranting on abt my mundane life, or how I should change from a aunty to a nerd, but I want to eat my breakfast


draft exam timetable are out for 4 units! It is like on the 12th, 13th and 15th! So shocking till I am now fully awake. I really hope they will revise the whole time table. Everything is so crammed :'(
Ytd night at least was quite fruitful.. did some anatomy. can understand much better with the bones in front of me. had some misunderstandings before becos cannot see clearly from the picture. so quite happy. The only thing tt drove me nuts ytd was some nuts were outside hving some party or gossiping sessions.
oh and v v worried for **** (confidential lah) Like not long ago, she like cannot focus. even though she appears to be awake. plus her health is still not improving as fast as she should be.. oops too much info..
yes yes as I was saying.. EXAMS!! must now Metamorphosis to be a true blue nerd :)


got a massive headache again.. everytime I think of my studies or when I am doing it, it usually comes.. haha I think it is a psychological problem. Oh anatomy exam on tuesday!! Wat abt my 3 major assignments, presentation and my physio practical exam in the month of may??
I think the whole month of may is Confirmed Hell.. The only thing tt is pushing me to study is for my family and frens.. And month of June - don't even know how to cope. Final yr exams!! plus other stuff
Got no time to think of personal matters now.. It is like tt song I placed in a earlier post but in friendship context. I just hope I don't become too overprotective while in the course of maintaining friendships..
haix ok hv to do psy assignment.. no more procrastination


Shared happy times with you
Solved many problems with you
Similar to sunsets
Spent times talking about the past

We weathered countless storms together
We also heard countless conversations
Till we parted did I become lonely
Only then did I realize you were not so bad after all
Honey will be tasteless if you didn’t love me
Before loving you, my heart was cold
Then the rain become still

Happy that I met you
Discover this night is long
We each was happy in our own separate way
Who can understand true love
It is not important that I am by myself
I discover that the journey is lonely
But people must leave, that is life


been out like roughly the whole day.. went to sch then for grocery shopping etc. haha and now feel so tired till i just want to slp..
nothing much happen today.. slept in the library during my project. then took back some bones from the anatomy lab so I can scare my housemate :p buy groceries etc and some liquor just for fun. but pls, i am not some drunkard. it is only 5%! For goodness sake, even though I take 10 of it, it won't make me drunk. the bottle is so nice :) anyway yah... must really settle down to study.. So freaked out.. really must study hard to get into the next semester.. so worried.. and the anatomy exam is like just next week and i still hvn't finish all my 3 major assignments and project !! AHHHHHH okok.. cannot procrastinate must bathe now..


just did some major cleaning and stuff.. need to let go of some frustration from the human bio test I took earlier.. I think it is actually a simple test, but stupid me, as usual last min study so didn't do as well as I wanted. I really really hate this..
I hate being the laziest, being the one tt procrastinates the most, usually get the lowest marks in my class etc. It is really getting into me.. And I hate being so low in my self esteem or confidence.
And other then sch stuff, I am still thinking abt friendship matters. Talked to her today morning.. I really feel the distance getting bigger. I really want to rectify it but I just don't know how. I really hope it won't be the same for my other fren after wat happened not long ago. sigh.. today I saw a welsh coggie..miss u scott..


it is raining!! and the temperature is approx 20 degrees celcius :) was so comfortable slping in bed. And surprisingly, it is raining quite hard.. prob not like in singapore whereby there are even thunder and lightning, but it is so nice.. like so homely - singapore kind of feeling.. it reminds me of my family at home...
when it starts raining, my mum goes "TAKE in the clothes!! Quick!!" from the 2nd floor. and then we hv the occasional blackouts.. we go round semi-blind in torch lights. Little nut and I will be a 'bit' scared (ok i'm definitely more scared than her) if we're all by ourselves in the house. prob huddle together in the living room area.. oops divert so much..
yes, am now going to revise for my human bio CAA. ok maybe eat my lunch 1st. but this beautiful weather really make my mood better.. it is so at home in singapore. I don't even feel the aches from pushing the car ytd (yah!! my 1st time pushing a car). hmm this is even better than my night walks.. different kind of music.. different kind of feel.. ohoh ok I better end off.. I tend to be so luo suo :P


thinking again.. perhaps not thinking coherently.. I should be thinking of all my assignments etc. It is like 1 of those defence mechansims I was reading abt for my psychology test. You keep running away from the prob but the thing is tt the prob becomes too big for you to ignore. and by then it is too late to ignore..
Now attempting to do my hw.. after all left 1 wk more to this 'hol' and I hv to go to sch later for project and practice. Drat and i'm still thinking of other matters too.. After all tt happened ytd afternoon, I learnt my lesson.. I shouldn't step more than my required boundaries.. Luckily taking walks in the night soothes my thoughts.. but up to now it is still bugging me. It brings up other matters to consider.. I hate being sentimental :(


today is the 2nd wk of the easter holiday.. and the only thing i accomplished is done some revision for my anatomy and my psychology. I am seriously behind.. the anatomy prac exam is str away after my hol. plus I hvn't started or finish my 3 major assignments! how nuts can I be? haha I'm starting to whine again..
oh since I started whining abt my studies, I should do the same for the weather etc too :) it's so dry here.. today when i woke up at a fabulously early time of 11am today, I saw how shrivelled up my hands were when I was reaching for my toothpaste. It is like some dried prune kind of texture. I was so shocked tt I thought I was still dreaming! It is like as though I aged 20yrs overnight. so the next reflex action was to stare at the mirror to check if I am some old nut. Thank goodness I still look the same but I guess although it is still early in the day, the moral for today is to apply moisturiser daily esp b4 u slp :( I seriously don't want to look like a aunty at such a young age


after so much procrastination and much ado, I finally hv a blog :)
it's kinda cool but I wonder how long I can keep this up..
ya anyway, I am now in the presence of the 2 other nuts, namely Annice and Shu yan. happy I met this 2 pple.. it is like in this semester we got close to each other.. but as I got close to some, I distant from other frens. of cos those in singapore. haix i miss the occasional class outings etc... other than those in singapore, but also even pple in perth. I guess everybody hv their own life. We can't change how ppl want to live their life.. but it is scary.. like What If..? what happens when we all go back to their own country etc? Hate being sentimental, it is like so crappy lah (oops still can talk in singlish)
anyway stupid annice is looking at my blog.. oops sorry guys for those who dun noe her.. she is my bathroom mate, my this semester next door neighbour. u can see from my friendster pictures. she is super nice, always giving more 'niceness' than needed (hmm how to make this part private to her? wait till she 'shy') and shu yan!! my goodness, she is now attempting to 'kiss' willy wonka. another nut in the house but stay upstairs. my fellow chocolatier. haha
okok i must really really try to do my homework now.. must stop for now.. :P
signing off..
e 1 n only nut :)