just did some major cleaning and stuff.. need to let go of some frustration from the human bio test I took earlier.. I think it is actually a simple test, but stupid me, as usual last min study so didn't do as well as I wanted. I really really hate this..
I hate being the laziest, being the one tt procrastinates the most, usually get the lowest marks in my class etc. It is really getting into me.. And I hate being so low in my self esteem or confidence.
And other then sch stuff, I am still thinking abt friendship matters. Talked to her today morning.. I really feel the distance getting bigger. I really want to rectify it but I just don't know how. I really hope it won't be the same for my other fren after wat happened not long ago. sigh.. today I saw a welsh coggie..miss u scott..