thinking again.. perhaps not thinking coherently.. I should be thinking of all my assignments etc. It is like 1 of those defence mechansims I was reading abt for my psychology test. You keep running away from the prob but the thing is tt the prob becomes too big for you to ignore. and by then it is too late to ignore..
Now attempting to do my hw.. after all left 1 wk more to this 'hol' and I hv to go to sch later for project and practice. Drat and i'm still thinking of other matters too.. After all tt happened ytd afternoon, I learnt my lesson.. I shouldn't step more than my required boundaries.. Luckily taking walks in the night soothes my thoughts.. but up to now it is still bugging me. It brings up other matters to consider.. I hate being sentimental :(