Finally got the chance to write my blog..
Been going out in the last few days with my mum and housemates  Though I should not have since I still exams on mon and fri, but feel like so slack. So of cos today at nite will be rushing to practice or read up.

I am sure all those who know me pretty well know I screw up anatomy paper again. I just can’t remember all those 50+ or so muscles. So stupid, I should not have tried to do all the answers for the guide as wat is more impt is to study the muscles, nerves and location. But oh no, being the stubborn idiot I tried to memorize those minor info..

Actually, up to now I’m still so worried for my anatomy paper. Don’t think I can pass. Cannot pass and some of my subjects are in the 60s range and thus cannot attain the 75%.. So dishearten after the anatomy paper that for the 1st time, I didn’t even feel like studying for my physio written paper. And that paper was super easy if you study by looking at the past yr papers.

Tmr is physio prac. Can say I am pretty prepared since I have been practicing in school, but somehow I just can’t seem to concentrate. It is like all the stuff I have been practicing is at the back of my head but it cannot be utilized. I just feel so stress and my mum knows it. And I feel sad too, but I shall not write why. But I have this feeling of desperation, similar to that feeling I have after receiving my A’ level results. I hate this feeling so much.. I cannot be in control that is why it scares me so. I keep throwing myself into playing and more playing, but as the day draws to an end, the feeling remains and it is escalating with the knowledge that my results are going to be released. There is so much at stake here.. Sigh I guess the only thing I can do about it is to maintain a strong front