3rd July, draws nearer.. And I barely even started.

I didn't now how tired I was until I fell asleep while in long sitting on my bed last nite. Luckily I woke up at 6am with this horrible back ache, to slp properly. I know wat bathroom mate said is true, and so is my mum. But I want to fight this one with the best I can do so I won't regret. Last time in singapore I cannot pull such long hrs, becos my mum noe my weakness; me being scared of the dark, but somehow when I am here, I can do it. Even if bathroom mate is not here. I guess it could be now I want to be more solitary. To be less independent on others.

I noe I was not hardworking enough b4, so I want to make amends. pple don't believe I should be studying now. BUT I know tt my results r not as gd as urs, so pls give me at least the supplementary paper for anatomy n let me pass it