It has been one heck of a week.. So many things to do and accomplish. I guess sometimes when we want things so badly, the more things do not go our way. I know I am a stubborn person, but I am changing that now. However certain matters like being stubborn with my housemates like Annice and Apple still holds.

Maybe it is because now I finally share the same ideology as my mother as to how I should proceed from where I am now, or rather to put it more succintly, how should I stand up after this fall. I know what to do now. I just hope I know how to go abt tryin this new way. Yes, I still wish I can go abt doing things as they were. I still do think what if? Even up to now,I am still thinking 'what if I change to a uni tt can enable me to do the same course?' I think esp for my case, I do not let go easily of the past.. Sigh, I just hoped it would not affect my present life.