not long ago, I had a really horrible dream. Not tt I dreamt of somebody after me or wat, I don't even feel like mentioning here. But the thing is tt it was a dream of a person tt I didn't dream about for years. It was so vivid tt I can recall even up to now. I know I was crying so much in the dream and even when I woke up my pillow was wet too. And the worse thing was tt there was nobody at home either. anyway, it is over and I do feel better =)Even though today I had another nightmare, but tt one is really v minor.. Dreamt tt somehow I cannot pass this upcoming semester.. But whatever lah...and ytd, finally got a pic with annice only! haha now my display on my hp =)

Next week is sch break for like 1 week.. I hope I know how to plan this properly...

Actually I know I am supposed to reply to a msg. I just want some time on my own.. I don't feel like talking for this hr..resorting to locking my room and switching off my hp. Sorry to whoever who tried to talk to me.. Just thinking how to reply it... I know myself or at least I know certain aspects of myself tt is really repulsive to some pple. I know I am stubborn. I always like things my own way. I always impose on others what I think is gd for them though they don't like it. I don't like pretending to be happy when I am really not happy so I rather shut myself up for this time... anyway, feel better already.. should be able to talk to pple now..