today is prob one of the most slack day I ever had...I know I should be finding a job and study real hard...

I guess what annice says is true..she ask me to do A I do B. I am not sure it is applicable to today, but I really don't feel like studying today... I am just not happy today. Even though I watched my hk serial I still don't feel happy. It is like after watching, reality just sinks in again. I feel like a loner in class. Sure I can talk to pple but who actually can understand what I am trying to say? My 1st language is english and I don't even hv the confidence to talk to others, till sometimes I just swallow my words. I don't know how to encourage my sis to push on. The printer just won't print properly for me. I can't concentrate on even reading my lect notes. I can't re-write my chem notes. Hv this stupid headache tt prevents me from slping. It is simply not going the way I want it to be... Pls let me be in control once again and not be some weak minded fool tt can be manipulated