ytd cannot slp early again... Wanted to slp the latest by 2am but then was wasting my time by lying on my bed thinking.

today morning, cannot wake up. Luckily payal changed the time if not.. haha...Don't know whether will go or not in the afternoon but see how..

I think after reading what a person said... unless if I misunderstood what she is saying, I really feel stupid again. If I am really intelligent, I need not come to aust to study. I don't think she meant it seriously, but nowadays I am really sensitive. Even when people said certain things abt me or if their tone is just not nice, I would flare up or just feel plain miserable. All this stress has been piling up on me ever since the start of this 1 wk hol and I don't know how to cope with it except just go out and waste $$. And to add to this, I really want to find a job. But how to find a job tt is near my home and is suitable to my time table? And today morning is my fren's bday. saw a pic of jc classmates and now, stupid me, I feel like going back to singapore badly so tt I can escape this all. but hah, I also got no face to return back. So it is like either this or tt... logically I should just study hard and and stop worrying.. yup should try tt now =)