now is 2+am.. I think I can't do my HB project since I am taking so long to download the microsoft publisher software to do my share for the pamphlet. Hope I can just quickly read thru my lect and prac notes for tmr's lesson and can go to slp... but haix as usual, thinking a lot... it always centers around the same things... studies, finance etc...

I always think too much, so much until it is hard for me to slp. speaking of slp, ytd was a nightmare.. slpt like only 2 or 3 hrs to finish off my hw for microbio and then I still couldn't slp becos of the coffee and me worrying abt whether I can pass all the subjects for this semester. And today the teacher confirmed my fears for this subject. Even though I read the lect notes etc, I thought I understood what was required. So much to learn... Guess this weekend must rush to study for the 2 CAA tt is = to mid yr exam.

actually I want to say something tt is bothering me a lot in this blog, but I just don't know how to put it. So far never tell anyone either. I think once I wrote it in my msn nick, but haha I think tt time virutally no one was online,tt's why I dare to write. The very most I can say is tt... is like sigh how to put it? ok analogy from this hk series I am watching now: when someone offers u something, u refuse. But when he throws it away, u find it a waste, and regret. ok more analogies from the same show, but I don't want to say or write becos tt will really spell out the answer. anyway, yes yes, I will now rush to look thru my notes so I can go to class early and keep awake :)