actually i didnt want to continue writing this blog esp since there was something wrong with my email a/c but somehow.. i managed to reset the whole thing and here I am writing another entry..
today, yet another day after the exams.. this whole hol is crap.. the only thing i done tt is constructive is tt i organise the things in my room and learn much more for the theory driving test.
2 things tt happened to me tt i found rather interesting.. 1st is this song tt I introduced to my sis: eagle's wings by hillsongs.. I really like this song.. just like the meaning and the comfort it gives me.. then I found out from my sis tt it is actually a theme song tt I sang in my sec sch.
the 2nd thing tt I discovered is tt this girl in my cell is v similiar in thinking to me and apple. for once, even though we knew each other for so long, we just talked so much on msn today.. n I feel my emotional burden lessen.. becos Im not the only one who felt tt way...

anyways enough of tt.. my insomnia is getting worse.. just can't slp.. even if i do wake up earlier like on sun for church.. tt same day i slpt at 530am. my eyerings are getting really v obvious. n the strange thing was tt i dont even noe what I am bothered by till I cant slp. my fren asked me what I am worrying abt and I myself dont noe the answer.. so now I am thinking again.. haha this is so ironic.. I know I am not happy these past few days.. partially becos i miss someone so much.. n i do miss hugging my mum n sis.. maybe becos i cant find work.. maybe the exams..i dont noe the full answer.
I am starting to withdraw from everybody again.. I just want to be by myself.. to stay in my room.. n ignore wat is going on.. so now trying to go out more often.. as for Christian part.. I dont noe why it is a standstill now.. exams period, i just felt it so strongly tt I can do more.. but now.. it is just at a standstill.. but still, tk u Lord for giving me another fren to confide with..