today, feeling not so gd...
ytd thinking of the future.. not like what A says tt we r growing up too fast, but more of what I should do.. It scares me a lot... I want to achieve this but then it seems impossible.. I wish this but then it turn out this way.. Maybe I can't see the reason why God made it this way, but hope I can see it soon. Today, somehow the $ prob seemed to hit me really hard, but luckily A & P talked me out of it, n I feel much better now..
haha becoming a loner again... just want to be by myself and myself only.. becoming anti-social.. like what A said long time ago, staying in my 'habitat'.. I do try here n there to go out more often n talk to ppl... but sometimes just like to be by myself... or at the very most be with the ppl closest to me where i feel secure... arghhh i better snap out of this