I admit this hol is mostly wasted.. maybe I should'nt believe so much in play hard then study hard.. anyway, this is not the point..

ytd, ok make it 2 days ago since it is already past 12am.. it's tt day..I was thinking, well yeah as usual.. it is so ironic.. I tell A tt accept the reality but I myself can't accept it.. at the very most I can accept it at face value.. I don't know why I can't accept it till now.. To think of it, I just can't help myself but ya.. I guess the only difference with now n then is the philosophy behind it.. It took really long.. I had the perfect everything then and then nada. but now, the repercussion made me a stronger person and finally over here closer to God.

got my results, and I m satisfied with it but not with the last min studying. last semester was much more busy than the previous with the addition of church n cell grp n um warcraft n hk series, n I could only think it is the grace of God n of cos my mum tt helped me.. I hope I won't go backwards in faith..God works in mysterious ways.. I just hoped tt in due time the truth will be revealed to others... tt sometimes we fall for a reason.. tt it makes us a stronger person n be stronger in faith..
the new semester is coming and I am already shaking in my pants.. everything is so english eng with all the essays n reports... I hope I can find time to study, work, n learn driving.. but to this new semester resolution, I want to add tt I must at least go to church every wk. hehe like what mum says, it quietens my mind.. I hope I can say at the end tt I hv finished the race n kept the faith..