for the past few days, been working continuosly till today whereby i finally had a break. I shall not write the exact details but it started off as a simple prayer to let me hv time to speak to this person. I didn't gave much thought whether it was answered becos I tot just leave everything to His hands or maybe I didn't believe it would be answered. And actually it did. E situation then just so happened tt i myself was pleasantly surprised. So it got me thinking of tt Grace bk tt kt lent me, whereby how e lady was put thru trials and like how church puts it, "unlearn and relearn".
So to put 1 foot fwd, I prayed pls mold me to wat you want me to be. And then the next day, my patience and temper was put to the test. I was so mad at 1 person tt I wanted to shout so badly back but cut off the call instead. Then I felt even though it was some improvement, I still should not be so rude. So yet again, the next day it was tested again. And this time round I managed it much better. may be small matter, but my temper has always been an issue to me. so to me it is 1 big hurdle crossed. hope can maintain it this way
gtg slp now... :)